Oct 16, 2007

Cause I had a Bad Day

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep

Some of my most loved lines from my favourite poem since I was a child. Always gives me inspiration when I am down and out, when I feel there is nothing to look forward to in life, when I feel I need a reason to smile as I wake up each morning. I tell myself that there is so much more to do, so many places to see, new people to meet and this isn't the end. There shall be a new day, a new way, a new start and it shall be alright. Someday all of these higgeldy piggeldy pieces of jigsaw puzzle shall fit in perfectly into one complete picture. I know that I am stronger than what I think I am and that I can go on longer than I think I can. I really do not know what future has in store for me but I pray and hope that the past is not repeated. I hope that someday I'll have my story and I won't just be a bystander watching from outside. I hope that I won't get rude shocks that put an end to everything I believed in. I want something to believe in, I really need to be able to believe that I won't be on the receiving end time after time. I hope that someday this cynical me filled with negative feelings can let go of all the insecurities. I hope that someday there shall be stability which I crave for. I pray that someday this so called unfair life dishes out something marvellous for me that shall be mine forever.

Where is the moment when I need it the most?

I kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Why is the blue sky fading to grey?

Why has the passion gone away?

And I don't need no carrying on....


Compassion Unlimitted said...

Look at the beautiful things in life and get cheered..If anything is yours let go..if its yours it will definitely come back.famous saying .rt ?laugh it off .self pity is most dangerous thing,cheer up


Aaarti said...

Hey utopia..

I too have wondered at times if life has something good in store for me and well, lo behold it does..
All you need to do is hold on to the happy things, hold on to your dreams and dont ever let go of em.. cos one day they will come alive... making you realise the wait was worth it..

beautifully expressed....
take care
and thanks for dropping by my blog..

pssst..can i know ur name pls?if u dont mind... :)

Sameera said...

Life is how you look at it.But of course,some days are not just ours.Was thinking to write a post on the same lines today,what a coincidence!"Bad Day" is one of my favs too :)

Shine on said...

The days I feel down and out I visit postsecret.blogspot.com . Its selfish to feel better after reading about someone else's pain but its a quick fix to make things work.

Therapeutic isn't it?... writing it all down and getting it out of the system?

annie said...

Utopia come join da gang :) Nicely written with lotta intensity.

J said...

I've given up hoping for something to happen. Life just goes on and on and on.

Standbymind said...

Cravings at present would go..and new would come...Insecurities would go n new owuld come!

ButI know how badly at times we all want these things to happen..
I know!

Nice read..

[U leo i see...cool..what date)

....R.A.J.A.... said...

Why does it ever happen that you feel there's nothing to look fwd to? Talk to me

(¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...

oh i love this song.. such a classic.
We all have our bad days, dont we?

But the good part is that, it is going to come to an end sooner or later :)

Cheer up my dear :)

Anonymous said...

Hey cheerio girl. Life wud be fine. Just one of those off days.

One day sooner you shall have your cake with delicious icing too.

Rock on!!!

Awais said...

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep

The magic of Robert Frost. :)
These lines deserve to be a person's most loved lines.