Jun 7, 2009

Big Girls Don't Cry



Thats what they say. Maybe they do cry sometimes like I have done so. I have cried buckets and buckets and now it seems none of the tears are left inside of me. We do become numb eventually however cliche it sounds. I wanna thank all who have been around the last 6 months walking every step along with me or some who walked a part of it but walked with me nonetheless. And people I am really apologetic for sounding like an emotional fool but maybe sometimes we have to be allowed the luxury to indulge in our stoopid, nonsensical emotions.

Batty and Fino: For being the rocks that they always have been. Guys what would I have done without you? Be it my personal failures or the adversities of life you have been there. Need I say anything more. Be it the dreams or the self made disasters you guys stood by me and I love you for that.

Red Head and Akku: You might not have been there in person but were always there in spirit and I know that. Red Head I know there were so many times you and I wanted to talk but we just did not know what to say to each other. That time at your wedding was one of the loveliest times I had and I'll always cherish those memories and I am so glad I could make it and spend sometime with you. Akku we have been living in different countries for 5 years now but it doesn't seem so cos you are always around in one way or the other. Sorry for not being able to make it for your shaadi. You know how unexpected all of that was.

Miss Touch Me Not( who doesn't read my blog) and She: Guys I really appreciate the effort made by both of you to come down and see me in Bangalore. I love both of you lots and lots despite everything really even if I seem distant and indifferent now.

Sagy: My roomie, my cooking buddy, my fellow social worker we have to, have to go to Africa and work there sometime much to Rishi's horror hahaha! Those 4 months with you were so idyllic and perfect and I could not have asked for better roomies than you and hottie Richa. :-)

Shikha: Darn I had to take your blogger name sorry but you wouldn't have figured it was you. I know we haven't spent half as much time like we probably have with the rest of our friends. Thank you for having been walked that length be it just giggling with me about our perennially single status or advising me on my career and helping me out with it. That evening in Firangi Paani well I haven't had so much fun minus alcohol for a longtime. Lots of love and luck to be coming your way I am sure.

Jinu: For being the bestest blogger buddy anybody could have ever asked for. Twinnie we shall definitely meet again. I know I left my life there all of a sudden but you know how everything fell apart. You and I have a long long way to go and those exams have to be aced. Thanku for being with me through the times of the cherry blossoms. I had so much fun in that Tattoo Parlour woman. :D

Meggy: For being that most inspiring colleague, friend and a whole lot more. Girl we'll definitely make it and we shall be sitting across the table from Walrus and negotiating the deal on our terms. You wait and watch.

Economist and Motu Boy: I miss you both lots and wish you guys were around. I wanna spend a lot more time with you, Batty, and Finoo and the entire mad bunch together.

Finally my Daddy for being the strongest and bravest Daddy. I know I was never the quintessential Daddy's little girl but I couldn't have asked for anybody but you as my father. You shall be missed immensely. I know you are looking over us from up there and I can see that drink in your hand and goofy smile on your face and can almost hear your laughter.

9 comments:

slaintesurvivors said...

I don't know what more to say than I already have. You make me more and more proud every day!

Love you lots!
Fino :)

J said...

I know you going through some tough times. Keep the faith and keep walking.

Take care.

Keshi said...

Tough times dun last, tough people do.

So hang in there darlin! I know u will :)

*HUGZ* and my well wishes to ur dad too!

Keshi.

ZiLliOnBiG said...

emotional fools we all are.but some vent like you, some hold it inside like me, its always god to vent it out, you feel much better. its always nice to thank people, so keep thanking them all, cheers, dont take life and yourself so seriously, girl.laugh at yourself and you would see all your imaginary ( in 99% cases) depression vaporize into thin air, cheers:)))

(¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...

aww.. this is cute... we all cry at one point. Believe it or not, it is actually a good thing.
I hope everything gets better soon :-)

Jinu P said...

I was off for a few days.. had no fone and all. Hope uve been fine.

Theres indeed a long way for us to go. I shall call you tomorrow. Mwah and hugs. I love you ok?

Serendipity said...

hey, not sure what youve been going through, but hope youve been hanging on...
And Big girls do cry. Its fine to just break down sometimes, necessary in fact.

Take care sweetheart.

(p.s. on an aside, Im a dumbo who forgot to blogroll ya and had to spend the last 20 mins to find your link. i suck)

The Economist said...

I will have to agree with Fino.

Miss you tons..

The Guy Next Door said...

My Bong Rossogolla !!!!! Cheer up - Have a Rossogolla for me, will you???? The real big ones, which you eat by hand, from a matka, with the juice dripping - You can visualise it, can't you ? I can almost taste it - Not sure why I am doing a PhD on them.

Me will definitely defnitely definitely call you this weekend - Or you give me a missed call

BTW, have you started exercising yet? That might cheer your spirits up, and give you a fitter body :)