well i keep wandering.venturing i guess,testing new waters all the time.i don't even know what i am lookin for.mayb i'll neva get what i am looking for.maybe i'll jus die as lonely as i feel right now.or maybe i just suffer from the consequences of having an overactive imagination.don't know jus that one experience after another and i know i am learning each time. hell i am so sick of this trial and error method. then again who wud wanna b stuck wth a mistake for da rest of r lives.
besides with time i have learnt to laugh at myself,my silly antics,my impulses,my highs , my lows and hitting rock bottom and realising how futile all of this is. at the end of it all i am smiling and still not afraid or wary of it and optimistic i guess.know someday there shall be an end to this quest of mine.damn this actually turning out to be one hell of a quest and its been like 5 yrs and i am still on searching......
"another ditch on da road keep movin
another stop sign keep movin on"